hello all . i am very happy. well, that is all i have to say. have a wonderful day!

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What Kind of Rocker Are You?

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

Memory

Midnight

Not a sound from the pavement

Has the moon lost her memory

She is smiling alone

In the lamplight

The withered leaves collect at my feet

And the wind begins to moan

Memory

All alone in the moonlight

I can smile happy your days ( I can dream of the old days)

Life was beautiful then

I remember the time I knew what happiness was

Let the memory live again

Every street lamp seems to beat

A fatalistic warning

Someone mutters and the street lamp gutters

And soon it will be morning

Daylight

I must wait for the sunrise

I must think of a new lifeAnd I mustn’t give in

When the dawn comes

Tonight will be a memory too

And a new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days

The still cold smell of morning

A street lamp dies ,another night is over

Another day is dawning

Touch me,

It is so easy to leave me

All alone with the memory

Of my days in the sun

If you touch me,

You’ll understand what happiness is

Look, a new day has begun...

barbra streisand lyrics

2Dear brothers and sisters,[b] whenever trouble comes your way, let it be an opportunity for joy. 3For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. 4So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything.
5If you need wisdom--if you want to know what God wants you to do--ask him, and he will gladly tell you. He will not resent your asking. 6But when you ask him, be sure that you really expect him to answer, for a doubtful mind is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. 7People like that should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. 8They can't make up their minds. They waver back and forth in everything they do.

I love this scripture. I want to just post the whole book of James. it's my favorite book of the Bible! It used to be Revelation, because I was EndTimes obsessed! but now, i still like studying up on endtime prophecy, but i can't prove what's gonna happen until it happens, so i would rather spend my efforts studying stuff that will strengthen me to be ready for those days. ya know?

so yeah, James is an amazing book. I also love all the "IAN"s. : ) that sounds funny. but, you know, the "ian"s: GalatIANS, PhilipIANS, EphesIANS, ColosIANS. those! hehehe

1 Thessalonians 2:11-14 (The Message)
The Message (MSG)
Copyright © 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 2000, 2001, 2002 by Eugene H. Peterson
11You experienced it all firsthand. With each of you we were like a father with his child, 12holding your hand, whispering encouragement, showing you step-by-step how to live well before God, who called us into his own kingdom, into this delightful life.
13And now we look back on all this and thank God, an artesian well of thanks! When you got the Message of God we preached, you didn't pass it off as just one more human opinion, but you took it to heart as God's true word to you, which it is, God himself at work in you believers!

tomorrow i am going to see my brother at college and be his date for banquet saturday. i am so excited!!!

but i am sad at the same time because alta should soooo be going too. but she can't because of obvious reasons!!!! and even if she could go, her grandma just died so she has to go to kansas for the funeral. i hate that so many things are rotten for her right now.
but i am grateful for the things God has continued to bless all of us with.

i don't think i am going to get my pics in time to take them to letu. that stinks. hardcore (abby's word).

i am all packed for my trip and ready to go. but i have to finish some college homework (that's stinky) but it's worth it.

hey i got my literature essays done, so after i have my multiple choice questions done, on the bus tomorrow, i will officially be a high school graduate!!!!!

GO ME!!! and my mom for teaching me, yeah , yeah, yeah...no i am just kidding. i am so thankful for my parents giving me such a great education so that i can go into the world and do what we all want to do ... oh. wait...did i say money? no. i mean, uh, make a great impact on the world, that's it.

well i had better go now. i will try to get bak on soon.

Some day, when I’m awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.
Yes you’re lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.
Lovely ... never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won’t you please arrange it ?
’cause I love you ... just the way you look tonight.
Mm, mm, mm, mm,
Just the way you look to-night.


this is a song for alta and jOel

My Little Girl
by JLT

Lost friendships,Fallen tears,
Faded smiles,Throughout the years.
Heartbreaking memories,Tear snatching laughs,
The most comforting hugs,And adorable photographs.

Hilarious embarrassment,
Most painful tears that have ever fell,
Dreaming of heaven in this horrid world,
With the flickering existence of hell.
The quietest giggles,
Our parents always hear,
The warmth of your love,
I hope you'll always be here.
The dumbest reasons to fight,
The rumors we believed,
Causing all the hatred,
That together, we made leave.
The passing of my depression,
And mending of your heart,
I only wish that you could've been here,
In my life,
From the very start.
All the heartbreak we've faced together,
Pulling through,
Your hand in mine.

Though all the things we've been through,
Would tear any friendship apart,
We're still together, no matter what,
Whether hand to face, or heart to heart.
The happiness in your laugh,
The innocence in your smile,
Reassures me that all the hell I've been through,
Was definitely worth the while.
I mean every word i say,
From the depth of my heart and soul,
It was you, my little girl,
Who has made my broken heart whole.
I'll love you forever,
And I'll always be here,
No matter what happens,
Through all of the years..

This poem so captures where i am right now. alta i love you